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Dealing With the Dark Days: A Personal Struggle With PMDD
  • Jan 18
  • 9 min

Dealing With the Dark Days: A Personal Struggle With PMDD

So I give up. I would turn off the lights, bury myself under layers of blankets, and soak my pillow with tears till I fall asleep.
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